aku tidak tahu
mana yang lebih menyakitkan


antara

aku tak bisa melihat
dan tak bisa berkata
karena memang tak bisa
karena memang tak ada


atau


aku bisa melihat
namun tak bisa berkata
aku sebenarnya bisa
sebenarnya memang ada
namun tetap tak bisa






Happy 8th!
May everything that we've been through
Will make us to be a better person

Love is only a word
Even a fool can spell it well
But yes
It's me
I will spell it on my own way
Even the world can't hear it

And then
Let me choose you
to be the one who can hear it

Hear it well, even it's hard
I'm not screaming

Let me spell it
as the time goes by
Word by word,
Slowly, and
Quietly.